So Mom and I are going to Boston soon, in our tradition of “Mom’s Day Weekend.” Since I graduated, our Mom’s Day weekends consist of me, her, and a US city that I have never explored. Since she’s explored them all, she gets to be tour guide. Last year was San Francisco. This year is Boston.
I can’t help it, but the song “Boston” has been in my head all week. It’s a song that off and on through the last few years has hit me for various reasons. Was on a someone’s MySpace page that I used to check in on. Was with me during my Seattle dark times when I wanted to move on. Was on repeat when I met that someone from Boston that I just wanted to be reminded of. And it’s on now, as my pre-game to Mom’s day weekend. It won’t embed, but watch/listen by clicking on youtube link below.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FE0BSJ8h6vc
The basis of the song to me, is much like Chariots of Fire. Just run.
If things aren’t what you want, or if you think you want more somewhere else, just run away. Run to where things are better, run to where things are different, run to where no one knows you. Run so you can leave your fears behind. Run. Run away. Because no one understands. They know my name, but they don’t know me. So I’ll run to where no one knows either. And I can start over.
The sad thing is, if you keep running, you’ll never know what it’s like to share understanding with someone. You’ll never know what it’s like to have someone call you by name, look you in the eye, and know you better than you know yourself. You’ll never know what it’s like to start a new life. You can’t outrun it forever. Because even if your legs are moving and your boxes are moving and your life is moving, your heart manages to be where it belongs.
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun…
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must’ve crossed… you said…
You don’t know me, you don’t even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don’t know me, and you don’t wear my chains… oh yeah,
Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you… they’re not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said…
You don’t know me, you don’t even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don’t know me, and you don’t wear my chains… oh yeah,
She said I think I’ll go to Boston…
I think I’ll start a new life,
I think I’ll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I’ll get out of California, I’m tired of the weather,
I think I’ll get a lover and fly em out to Spain…
I think I’ll go to Boston,
I think that I’m just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind…
I think I need a sunrise, I’m tired of the sunset,
I hear it’s nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice… oh yeah,
Boston… where no one knows my name… yeah
Where no one knows my name…
Where no one knows my name…
Yeah Boston…
Where no one knows my name.